It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.
But, what happens when there is no right time?
Sometimes, life surrounds us with an incident, person, or circumstance and it just feels like it’s meant to be so we jump in it. We play with the fire, and while we do that we burn ourselves and turn into ashes. Many of times, we’re with situations or people, that are right, but timing isn’t. Time is like an unfaithful lover, it screws everyone up. The right love, the right job, maybe even the right escape always comes during the wrong time. The only fathomable explanation that I find for it is that perhaps time is a means of testing. Because certainly if there is something right in the universe, after time meets it’s match, why wouldn’t it find a way to work itself out? Why wouldn’t it fall into place? The other explanation that I find is that perhaps time gives us the opportunity to find that somethings aren’t right even if they seem perfect within that moment. Maybe it gives us the chance to go over what we want, and who we are, and maybe in the end it is us who change whilst time remains.
I say, give opportunity to time, let it bring you new things, keep doors open, keep flourishing, and look back as well. Looking back only shows you how far you’ve come, so occasionally take a full speed drive and roll down the windows to look at the distance you’ve made it too, and maybe you’ll find that things that didn’t work out did within reason. Sometimes life tests good people, and it’ll happen that you are blameless but somehow you end up feeling weak, perhaps from loving too hard, and receiving too little, or because you’re unable to express the way you feel because you’re scared of everything you’d lose. Trust that everything in life is a gamble, from the next breath you’ll take to the love you’ll make, so sometimes instead of betting against situations, bet for situations, show your cards and take the risks, because our lives are better defined by the situations we risk for, opposed to the situations we are handed over. So folks, take the risk, let yourself speak your thoughts, sometimes we’re stuck in a dilemma of saying what we feel and fucking it up, or keeping it in us and fucking us up, I say, just fuck it completely. I know many of us wait until tomorrow, because we prefer tomorrow, we haven’t made any mistakes in tomorrow but do it today. Chase your stars, life is short. Don’t find it terrifying to be yourself, and to do what you want, don’t be afraid to lose to time, we either let time control us or we control time, its like choosing to wait for time to tell or beat time itself, and in a battle between you and time, pick you, beat time.